maya

Sunday, January 30, 2005

layers

LAYER 0NE: 0N THE 0UTSIDE
Name: maya
Birthday: 061480
Current location: qc
Hair color: black

LAYER TW0: 0N THE INSIDE
Your fears: clowns, not being able to bear a child
Your perfect pizza: 4-cheese pizza with pepperoni (YC! tnx to my bro)
Goal you'd like to achieve: establish my own identity

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, T0DAY,
T0M0RR0W
Your most overused phrase: "nu ba?" "baliw" "lokarets"
Your best physical features: lips.. *toot* and *toot*
Your bedtime: 2AM
Your most missed memories: childhood games

LAYER F0UR: Y0UR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McD's
single or group dates: a date with a single guy
Adidas or Nike: naykee
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton, red earth
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: both have caffeine and sugah.. as long as they can keep me alive and kickin'

LAYER FIVE: D0 Y0U/ARE Y0U
Smoke: nope
Single: yeah :(
Have a crush: yep.. crush mode turned to *high*
Think you're in love: infatuated
Want to get married: yeah
Get motion sickness: yeah... felt terrible in EK
Think you're attractive: in a way.. yeah.. :)
Think you're a health freak: hell no.. i love food... damn diet plans.. let's pig out!
Get along with your parents: yep yep
Like thunderstorms: not really, hate the rain too

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST M0NTH
Drank alcohol: yep... drank alone last week
Gone on a date: yep
Gone to the mall: yeah
Been on stage: nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos: nope
Eaten sushi: nope
skating: nah
Stolen anything: nope

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE Y0U EVER
Played a game that required
removal of clothing: yep... back in high school
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeaH... i peed in a trash can coz the washroom door was locked... good thing i didnt think of peeing in the grass
Been caught: caught what???
Gotten beaten up: nope

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING 0LDER
Age you hope to be married: before 29
How do you want to die: sleep or old age
What country would you most like to visit: africa.. seychelles!!!!

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: brown
Best hair color?: black
height: 5'6" - 6'2"
Best first date location: breakfast@antonio's!
First kiss location: under the stars in a cold summer night

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my Life: ...
around 8-10
Number of CD's I own: dunno...
Number of piercings: 2 (1 on each ear)
Number of ex boy/girlfriends: 1 serious, 2 insignificant ones
posted by Maya at 6:28 PM 0 comments

the end is the beginning is the end

got this one from jomi in friendster

1.I can't live without ______
> sex, water & food

2. If only I could ________
> fly like birds... be a vampire... read people's minds... see what the future holds for every person

3. I don't want to be ________
> late for work ever again.. be absent from work... old and without a lifetime partner.

4. I want to meet ________
> prince william... and take a picture of him and kiss him and hug him and pinch his butt and...

5. I want to be ____
> able to learn how to play the violin... i wanna be a very rich bum

6. I want to eat ________
> ice cream, lots of chocolates... and never get fat at all!

7. I miss my _________
> crush

8. I dream about ________
> sex

9. I want to get ________
> wasted tonight

10. I'm planning to have________
> a couple of babies from different men.. bwahhaha kiddin my own business... my own savings account (for the nth time)

11. I want to change my________
> figure.. my habits of being too lazy... habit of being an impulsive shopper

12. I want to quit________
> procrastinating

13. I love my__________
> friends, family, chichi, my car, my computer.

14. I hate _________
> being used.

15. I'm proud to be ________
> a graduate of UP and a professional teacher (who doesnt practice the profession)!

16. I'm NOT regretting ________
> my past experiences in love. those are lessons learned

17. Tomorrow I'm going to _________
> bum around, get drunk alone

18. I'm excited about ________
> traveling this summer!

19. I'm happy because __________
> orgasms exist. i am also happy because i have my best friends to rant to/rant with... i have a normal life

20. I'm sad because ________
> i miss a couple of friends who are far, far away.... also sad because crab mentality and politics in the office exist.... sad coz i dont have a special someone right now
posted by Maya at 6:04 PM 0 comments

wondering...

got this one from alvic's blog and it just struck me...

Have you ever noticed
that the worst way
to miss someone
is when they are
right beside you
and yet you
can never have them?

…when the moment
you can’t feel them
under you fingertips
you miss them?

Have you ever wondered
which hurts the most:
saying something and wishing
you had not, or
saying nothing and wishing
you had?

I guess the most important things
are the hardest ones to say.
They are the things
you get ashamed of
because words diminish them.
Words shrink things
that seemed timeless
when they were in your head-
to no more than living size
when they are brought out…


Have you ever decided
not to become a couple
because you were
so afraid of losing
what you already had
with that person?

Your heart decides
who it likes
and who it doesn’t.
You can’t tell you heart
what to do.
It does it on its own…
when you least suspect it,
or even when
you don’t want it to.

Have you ever wanted
to love someone
with everything you had,
but that other person
was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled
because we are too afraid
to care too much…
for fear that the other person
does not care as much,
or at all.

Have you ever loved someone
and they had absolutely
no idea whatsoever?
Or fell for your best friend
in the entire world,
and then sat around
and watched him fall
for someone else?

Have you ever denied your
feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection
was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid…
afraid of what we don’t know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out
about us.
But everytime we tell a lie…
the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks
and it requires you to jump.
Don’t be a person
who has to look back
and wonder what they would have
achieved if they just weren’t
too afraid to try.
Live your days as if
they were your last…
experience everything.
Laugh and smile, and cry and learn…
...dance like nobody’s watching
and love like it’s never gonna hurt.
posted by Maya at 5:30 PM 0 comments

another one of those question and answer thingee

i don't wanna flood friendster nor asylum.. so i'm gonna dump all these here.. this one's from belle :D


1 MINUTE AGO: I was pasting the other post.. the one prior to this one.. :D

1 HOUR AGO: I was cleaning my room.. it was full of trash.. it's still full of trash

1 DAY AGO: I was ranting at work

1 WEEK AGO: I was still in the office.. probably wanting to sleep

1 YEAR AGO: hmm... ranting with work!

1 YEAR FROM NOW: I'll still be the same maya everyone used to know... slimmer... more successful.. argh!

1 WEEK FROM NOW: i'll be heading to the mall after a workshit on a sunday

1 DAY FROM NOW: still bumming around the house, probably vacuuming my car.. still my rest day

1 HOUR FROM NOW: still listening to some music while cleaning the mess in my room

1 MINUTE FROM NOW: still answering this stupid quiz... my brain's working soooooooo slow...

I LOVE: a few people.. my best friends, family, relatives, chichi. i love ranting. i love dwelling on what i feel. i love being in love. i love hazelnuts. i love chocolates. i love the beach. i love myself. i love music. i love vodka ice. i love my car TaBY.

I HATE: being used. i hate plastic ppl. i hate social climbers and pa-sosy girls. i hate myself for being lazy.

I FEAR: growing old alone, not being able to bear my own child, death or a loved one, mumu's.

I HOPE: i'd find that special someone, soon.

I FEEL: a little bit tired. i feel drained. i feel an orgasm coming.. hahah

I LEARNT: not to expect anything to happen or anything in return when you feel something towards a person, else, it will hurt like hell.

I NEED: a man!!!!

I THINK: i am too lazy. i dont have any goals in life. i am infatuated with someone and he doesnt know it.

I DREAM: of living a happy life, with a happy family.

I WANT: a boyfriend, a long vacation, lots of money, all good stuff for my car!
posted by Maya at 1:30 AM 0 comments