maya

happy valentine's day! now take the quiz too. :)

2008-02-13T18:56:00.000-08:00

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

it's another monday

2005-08-28T21:58:00.000-07:00

well, another monday is here.. now i have requested a day off.. unfortunately, i have realized that i don't all the workload be done tomorrow, tuesday, which is a high-call volume day. damn.
so, here i am, working my a$$ off again, rest day, probably 3 hrs OT.

sundays are really perfect for me.. got to cook lasagne and hon visited me. he brought some crema. dad surprised us with a black forest cake and mom made leche flan last saturday. so, it's such a sweet sunday! :) calorie day for us. hehehe
felt a bit upset when he was about to leave na coz i wont be seeing him again for another week. :( hay!

oh yeah, saturday, picked up hon, then we went to metro walk with hon and ate at cravings. had some fun and then went to megamall, had late dinner too.

a lot of questions women cant answer

2005-02-09T21:42:00.000-08:00

le ploghost is still down. tried to send them an email this morning, no reply.
tried twice, thrice...those messages then bounced back to me. hmm... now i'm getting all too paranoid!

had some girl talk over coffee with toni and kat.. hmm.. we were able to talk about a lot of things, mainly crushes, some experiences with exes and some men-bashing.
some questions and comparisons were made between the male and the female species. (disclaimer: these are three women's point of view. comments, suggestions, reactions are gladly welcome)

-guys don't treat a relationship seriously as how girls do.
-after a breakup, a guy can move on pretty easily and can get another girlfriend after a couple of months. women find it difficult to move on or find another guy.
-when a guy likes a girl, they can get that girl. if a girl likes a guy, there's a double-standard. it's difficult for the girl to have that guy she's eyeing.
-when something bad happens in a relationship, guys just walk out as if nothing happened. women dwell on it until everything's ok.
-why are guys so unaffected when they do something wrong to a woman?
-guys are numb, women are sensitive. there's nothing in-between.
-do guys talk about their love lives like women do (or just like how the three of us discussed some stuff over coffee)?
-when guys get together, do they really talk about porn, cars and hot chicks they see around. do they also talk about their girls?

hay, so many questions left unanswered... guys, care to answer those questions for us? :)

SUCKERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-09T21:40:00.000-08:00

got two more here...

1. A- Age
>> 24

2. B - best asset
>> what??? my ASS-et?

3. C - Career
>> should be teaching.. but i ended up in a call center (would you still call this a "career"? it's just a job)

4. D - Drink or smoke
>> drink alcohol, caffeine

5. E - Easiest person/s to talk to
>> bakemono, knought, cathee

6. F - Food that you could never eat
>> okra, ampalaya, some animals others consider "food" (dogs, goats, some reptiles)

7. G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms -
>>gummy worms

8. H - Hobbies
>> food trip, painting, sketching, radio tripping, collecting male body parts, coffin-making, transforming myself into a succubus

9. I - In-love?
>> how i wish! damn, here i go again.. in love with the feeling of being in love

10. J - Junk food you like
>> popcorn, planters cheez balls

11. K - Kids
>> none yet but i'd like to have 2 or 3

12. L - Longest drive ever
>> QC-makati-Enchanted Kingdom (laguna)-bicutan-mandaluyong-QC... and that was just 2 weeks after i've learned to drive alone

13. M-My favorite sport
>> swimming in shallow waters hehehehe

14. N - Number of siblings
>> 1 - my bro benj

15. O - One wish you have?
>> to live happily ever after

16. P - Phobias
>> clowns

17. Q - Favourite Quote
>> time will tell (got it from a UP Toki jeep)

18. R - Reason to smile
>> a nice sunshine!

19. S - Song you sang last
>> "love song" -311

20. T - time you woke up
>> 3:30am

21. U - Unknown fact about u -
>> i'm ovulating right now. i am in heat. hahaha

22. V - Vegetable/fruit you love -
>> lettuce / mangoes

23. W - Worst habit
>> procrastinating, being lazy

24. X - X-rays you've had
>> i dunno.. more than 3 coz since i started working, we've been having some annual physical exams

25. Y - Yummy food/s
>> chocolates! anything with hazelnut!

26. Z - Zodiac sign
>> Twins

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Message: : POPULARLY KNOWN AS?
***Maya, Des, Kulot, Mai

AGE?
*** 24

BIRTHDAY?
*** 14 June

WHAT'S YOUR SIGN?
*** Twins

Do u hav a name for your barkada?
*** swooshsters (chat, 1996) nothing right now.. any suggestions?

Who is/are your prettiest friend(s) in ur friends?
*** (who are the prettiest among your friends?) knought and cathee

Who is your cutest friend na GUY?
*** si bespren bakemono!

Cant live without
*** sex, food and water... how many times do i have to answer this?!

Choice noise (music)?
*** alternative, goth, techno, trance

Food trip?
*** chocolates (*urp*), sisig!!!

Fantasy female/male?
*** antonio sabato Jr., Santiago Montero.. bodies to drool for!!!!

What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend are you?
*** hmmm.. i'd tie him up to the bedpost, spank him hard until welts appear then do some sweet stuff to him.

What will make you fall for a guy/girL?
*** sweetness

Turn-offs?
*** un-smart

If u had a million bucks, what would you spend it on?
*** a swimming pool or just a jacuzzi hehehe

Longest time you've ever spent on the phone?
**** 8 hours

Did you get tired of it?
***yeah.. we just slept while we're on the line

The one thing you try to do everyday?
*** Wake, eat, work, break, work, play, sleep then wake
Break, work sleep, wake, eat, work on (steriogram's "go")

favorite soundtrack?
*** dead like me unofficial soundtrack

Night out or Night in?
*** night in

Whats scarier? ghosts or aliens?
*** aliens

Finish this sentence: If i could be anyone in the world for a day, i'd be?
*** a guy porn star

AnOng pinagggwa mO?
last birthday:
*** had a party at home with my cousins and friends

yesterday :
*** got my driver's license

last weekend:
*** worked in the office.. sucks noh?

last x-mas:
*** had a party with my family

new year's:
*** nagpaputok (yeah.. i know how to light firecrackers!!! wooohooo!!!)

halloween:
*** i dunno

valentine's day:
*** had a bbq party at knought's

What was the last thing you ate:
*** caramel cake

thing you drank:
*** huwater

thing you wore:
*** these nighties

place you went:
*** glorietta4

person you saw:
*** my mom

person you talked to:
*** mom

IMed:
*** bakemono.. ranting about asylum being down

song you heard:
*** the used "all that i've got"

Right this VERY SECOND
what are you eating:
*** nothin

what are you drinking:
** none

what are you wearing:
** nighties nga

any shoes on:
*** none.. barefoot... i'm in my room!

listening to:
*** cradle of filth "nymphetamine overdose"

talking to anyone:
*** myself

Random
are you a vegetarian:
*** nope

are you a bitch:
*** sometimes and i love being one

are you artistic:
*** sometimes.. i'm a frustrated artist

do you write poetry:
*** used to.. if i'm inspired

are you a fast runner
*** hell no

can you ski:
*** i havent tried it yet
.
did you ever give barbie a haircut:
*** i think so.. i hated her hair for being all tangled up

are u naughty?
*** oh yeaaaah baby!

are you short:
*** if i'd be a guy, would you think i am short??? nah!

are you tall:
*** not really

do you own a hot pink shirt:
*** eh? no way!

how about orange pants:
*** eeeeeeewww! go ahead and pair it off with a neon green top

are you evil:
*** 51%

comment:
***
again, i'm a sucker for these quizzes. damn!

asylum down

2005-02-09T11:34:00.000-08:00

damn, asylum's down... ploghost is down.. can't blog much.... or probably i'm not that comfy in blogging here. i miss the asylum.. :(

had difficulties sleeping last night.. slept 10am (yeah, knought was surprised coz i bid her goodbye earlier than usual) but i got up twice or thrice.

messenger was also down around 2am, i think.. that sucked even more!

anyway, shallow me got an early v-day gift.. a big bar of chocolate!!! it's from cathee's mom!

toni, kat and i will probably meet up for coffee after our shift.. talk about life, love... some girl talk. wish knought's with us but most probably she doesn't have something to rant about her love life coz she's happy.

layers

2005-01-30T18:28:00.000-08:00

LAYER 0NE: 0N THE 0UTSIDE
Name: maya
Birthday: 061480
Current location: qc
Hair color: black

LAYER TW0: 0N THE INSIDE
Your fears: clowns, not being able to bear a child
Your perfect pizza: 4-cheese pizza with pepperoni (YC! tnx to my bro)
Goal you'd like to achieve: establish my own identity

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, T0DAY,
T0M0RR0W
Your most overused phrase: "nu ba?" "baliw" "lokarets"
Your best physical features: lips.. *toot* and *toot*
Your bedtime: 2AM
Your most missed memories: childhood games

LAYER F0UR: Y0UR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McD's
single or group dates: a date with a single guy
Adidas or Nike: naykee
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton, red earth
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: both have caffeine and sugah.. as long as they can keep me alive and kickin'

LAYER FIVE: D0 Y0U/ARE Y0U
Smoke: nope
Single: yeah :(
Have a crush: yep.. crush mode turned to *high*
Think you're in love: infatuated
Want to get married: yeah
Get motion sickness: yeah... felt terrible in EK
Think you're attractive: in a way.. yeah.. :)
Think you're a health freak: hell no.. i love food... damn diet plans.. let's pig out!
Get along with your parents: yep yep
Like thunderstorms: not really, hate the rain too

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST M0NTH
Drank alcohol: yep... drank alone last week
Gone on a date: yep
Gone to the mall: yeah
Been on stage: nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos: nope
Eaten sushi: nope
skating: nah
Stolen anything: nope

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE Y0U EVER
Played a game that required
removal of clothing: yep... back in high school
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeaH... i peed in a trash can coz the washroom door was locked... good thing i didnt think of peeing in the grass
Been caught: caught what???
Gotten beaten up: nope

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING 0LDER
Age you hope to be married: before 29
How do you want to die: sleep or old age
What country would you most like to visit: africa.. seychelles!!!!

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: brown
Best hair color?: black
height: 5'6" - 6'2"
Best first date location: breakfast@antonio's!
First kiss location: under the stars in a cold summer night

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my Life: ...
around 8-10
Number of CD's I own: dunno...
Number of piercings: 2 (1 on each ear)
Number of ex boy/girlfriends: 1 serious, 2 insignificant ones

the end is the beginning is the end

2005-01-30T18:04:00.000-08:00

got this one from jomi in friendster

1.I can't live without ______
> sex, water & food

2. If only I could ________
> fly like birds... be a vampire... read people's minds... see what the future holds for every person

3. I don't want to be ________
> late for work ever again.. be absent from work... old and without a lifetime partner.

4. I want to meet ________
> prince william... and take a picture of him and kiss him and hug him and pinch his butt and...

5. I want to be ____
> able to learn how to play the violin... i wanna be a very rich bum

6. I want to eat ________
> ice cream, lots of chocolates... and never get fat at all!

7. I miss my _________
> crush

8. I dream about ________
> sex

9. I want to get ________
> wasted tonight

10. I'm planning to have________
> a couple of babies from different men.. bwahhaha kiddin my own business... my own savings account (for the nth time)

11. I want to change my________
> figure.. my habits of being too lazy... habit of being an impulsive shopper

12. I want to quit________
> procrastinating

13. I love my__________
> friends, family, chichi, my car, my computer.

14. I hate _________
> being used.

15. I'm proud to be ________
> a graduate of UP and a professional teacher (who doesnt practice the profession)!

16. I'm NOT regretting ________
> my past experiences in love. those are lessons learned

17. Tomorrow I'm going to _________
> bum around, get drunk alone

18. I'm excited about ________
> traveling this summer!

19. I'm happy because __________
> orgasms exist. i am also happy because i have my best friends to rant to/rant with... i have a normal life

20. I'm sad because ________
> i miss a couple of friends who are far, far away.... also sad because crab mentality and politics in the office exist.... sad coz i dont have a special someone right now

wondering...

2005-01-30T17:30:00.000-08:00

got this one from alvic's blog and it just struck me...

Have you ever noticed
that the worst way
to miss someone
is when they are
right beside you
and yet you
can never have them?

…when the moment
you can’t feel them
under you fingertips
you miss them?

Have you ever wondered
which hurts the most:
saying something and wishing
you had not, or
saying nothing and wishing
you had?

I guess the most important things
are the hardest ones to say.
They are the things
you get ashamed of
because words diminish them.
Words shrink things
that seemed timeless
when they were in your head-
to no more than living size
when they are brought out…

Have you ever decided
not to become a couple
because you were
so afraid of losing
what you already had
with that person?

Your heart decides
who it likes
and who it doesn’t.
You can’t tell you heart
what to do.
It does it on its own…
when you least suspect it,
or even when
you don’t want it to.

Have you ever wanted
to love someone
with everything you had,
but that other person
was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled
because we are too afraid
to care too much…
for fear that the other person
does not care as much,
or at all.

Have you ever loved someone
and they had absolutely
no idea whatsoever?
Or fell for your best friend
in the entire world,
and then sat around
and watched him fall
for someone else?

Have you ever denied your
feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection
was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid…
afraid of what we don’t know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out
about us.
But everytime we tell a lie…
the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks
and it requires you to jump.
Don’t be a person
who has to look back
and wonder what they would have
achieved if they just weren’t
too afraid to try.
Live your days as if
they were your last…
experience everything.
Laugh and smile, and cry and learn…
...dance like nobody’s watching
and love like it’s never gonna hurt.

another one of those question and answer thingee

2005-01-30T01:30:00.000-08:00

i don't wanna flood friendster nor asylum.. so i'm gonna dump all these here.. this one's from belle :D

1 MINUTE AGO: I was pasting the other post.. the one prior to this one.. :D

1 HOUR AGO: I was cleaning my room.. it was full of trash.. it's still full of trash

1 DAY AGO: I was ranting at work

1 WEEK AGO: I was still in the office.. probably wanting to sleep

1 YEAR AGO: hmm... ranting with work!

1 YEAR FROM NOW: I'll still be the same maya everyone used to know... slimmer... more successful.. argh!

1 WEEK FROM NOW: i'll be heading to the mall after a workshit on a sunday

1 DAY FROM NOW: still bumming around the house, probably vacuuming my car.. still my rest day

1 HOUR FROM NOW: still listening to some music while cleaning the mess in my room

1 MINUTE FROM NOW: still answering this stupid quiz... my brain's working soooooooo slow...

I LOVE: a few people.. my best friends, family, relatives, chichi. i love ranting. i love dwelling on what i feel. i love being in love. i love hazelnuts. i love chocolates. i love the beach. i love myself. i love music. i love vodka ice. i love my car TaBY.

I HATE: being used. i hate plastic ppl. i hate social climbers and pa-sosy girls. i hate myself for being lazy.

I FEAR: growing old alone, not being able to bear my own child, death or a loved one, mumu's.

I HOPE: i'd find that special someone, soon.

I FEEL: a little bit tired. i feel drained. i feel an orgasm coming.. hahah

I LEARNT: not to expect anything to happen or anything in return when you feel something towards a person, else, it will hurt like hell.

I NEED: a man!!!!

I THINK: i am too lazy. i dont have any goals in life. i am infatuated with someone and he doesnt know it.

I DREAM: of living a happy life, with a happy family.

I WANT: a boyfriend, a long vacation, lots of money, all good stuff for my car!

2004-12-29T09:09:00.000-08:00

Just finishd dinner by candlelight. Power outage here is tolerable. Still cold despite having no lights. Tried to get myself drunk with some red wine with my aunts and uncle. Tried to play billiards with my 8-year old cousin. Hehehe will be going home with my mom tomorrow evening by bus. Back to reality.

2004-12-27T23:02:00.000-08:00

Stuck in traffic here in urdaneta,pangasinan on our way to la union for some swimming..then to baguio,baby! Damn malls. Spent the night at my aunt's house in san fernando,pampanga. My colds got worse yesterday and developed into some post of cough. After they made me drink some syrup which tasted and looked like slime.. Felt so much better. I woke up to find out it was expired. Hehehe just sleeping the whole trip. Pictures soon when i upload them in my pc at home. Might meet up with jinggoy later or tomorrow in baguio..tummy's aching..might have my freaking period soon. Damn....

email

2004-10-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

and i'm using my email to blog. hope this wont suck!

2004-10-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

the other asylum

2004-09-22T18:27:00.000-07:00

the asylum

my very first entry in blogger

2004-09-18T22:39:00.000-07:00

wooohooo!